I've been waiting for you all my life. ♥

"...I've been waiting for you all my life.

For so long I thought I was asylum bound,

But just seeing you makes me think twice

And being with you here makes me sane,

And I'll belong to you

If you'll just let me through."

( ♪ As Lovers Go - Dashboard Confessional )

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Como acabei não postando ontem, a minha homenagem vai ficar aqui mesmo.

The creator of Pokemon, Takeshi Shudo, passed away at 4:03 AM JST on October 29th at the age of 61.

“MSN Japan reports that Takeshi Shudō, former head writer of the Pokémon anime, collapsed at Nara railway station’s smoking area around 6:00am on Thursday, October 28th. Upon being discovered by a passerby, he was rushed to the hospital and is undergoing surgery. It was soon determined at the hospital’s emergency care center that Shudō had suffered a subarachnoid hemorrhage in his head. ”

Rest in Peace, Takeshi-san. ;;<3

When I wanted to call you

And ask you for help

I stopped myself

Gomenasai for everything

Gomenasai, I know I let you down

Gomenasai till the end

I never needed a friend like I do now

What I thought was a dream, a mirage

Was as real as it seemed, a privilege

When I wanted to tell you

I made a mistake

I walked away

Gomenasai, for everything

Gomenasai, (gomenasai)

Gomenasai

(♪ Gomenasai - t.A.T.u)

Eu quero muito te ver, muito mesmo, mesmo, mesmo.

i'm trying,

i swear.

So please give me just ONE MORE chance. I really love you. <3

(e acho que nunca tive tanta certeza de algo assim o quanto eu tenho agora.)

「 Eu menti pra mim, mas agora eu sei que nunca devia ter deixado você ir. 」

「いいきかせ ながら

じぶん に うそ を ついて

すごして きた けれど これから は

きみ だけ を はなさない ♥ 」

(♪ Forever Love - DBSK )

É, o primeiro passo eu já dei, e para falar a verdade, não machucou nem foi tão horrível o quanto eu pensei que seria.

Eu realmente preciso parar de ficar tentando adivinhar qual vai ser a reação das pessoas e não fazer as coisas por medo disso.

Me orgulhei de mim mesma, ok. <3

Agora é só esperar, nee. Afinal, sexta feira que vem chega logo. /assim espero.

「 ? 」

i don't know how could i live without you until today, he said.

E tudo o que eu queria hoje era poder acreditar cegamente nisso.

Era poder ouvir essas palavras de novo.

Era poder sorrir e entrar nisso de cabeça, mergulhar de um jeito que eu nunca tive coragem.